hello december. you came faster than i expected.
it wont be long till i bid you goodbye again, just like last year.

this week has been stressful cuz of my proj which is due this coming wednesday. i find poly projs much better to do than uni. i think it is the people cuz in uni, not everyone is good in english and the level of understanding can be a big big difference. i prefer poly proj where everyone knows what is going on and the attitude towards proj is better. i realise that the people who are more on the ball and serious in their work are singaporeans. most of my singaporean friends really know when to play hard and work hard. and they also put in more effort and are more responsible and faster at their work. really, i think singapore's education system brought us up well though it is really tough and strict, it works. i won't say all of my overseas friends are not hardworking, just that singaporeans are more hardworking. this is based on wad i see in my class and my proj mates. including me, there's 2 singaporeans in my group and the other 3 are overseas.

sighs, i feel like im doing 3 person's work. it is seriously so much and thank goodness there's andrew and germaine who helped my group. this is the thing i hate about proj work, when some people don't contribute. i know that effort was put in but the end result is really quite poor. i don't think i was expecting a lot but i feel that they really don't take initiative. and come on, you are in a hospitality industry and you dunno the meaning of starters/appetizers? peng ah peng.. i really almost died on the spot. i feel so tired to complain now. i don't even want to think about it anymore. i feel so mentally drained, so speechless and so tired. im full of sighs. i know i got to get through this and i will. ive been going on strong for these few weeks already and im just gonna push all the way till the end. it's another 3 more days and it's all over. i can do 3 more days. PUSH!

didn't go zouk on friday. the whole clubbing thing was cancelled cuz there was immense work to do and proj to complete and a few people were falling sick due to lack of sleep and stress, all caused by the proj. sighs. the birthday girl was super pissed and scolded almost everyone. i felt quite bad for not going but i inform her beforehand that i might not go. i guess she had every right to be angry, but then again, she had her faults too. ohwells, i hope she has simmered down and next week after everything is over and holidays come, we'll make up the clubbing day.

my weekend was spent doing my proj. in fact, from wednesday onwards, i have been staying up to finish my proj. so friday and saturday nights were spent at home with my dear laptop, punching numbers and words till the earling morning and waking up at noon time and continuing my work with ocassional breaks and having dinner. oh but i did go out for a while on saturday. went to vist my grandpa and two grandmas. it was like grandparents visiting day? yeah, something like that. had dinner at M hotel and i ate oysters! but somehow i didn't feel very oyster-ish that day.

i want to cut my hair. i think it is getting out of shape. i need to trim it and maybe have some layers so that it has more volume cuz my hair is so thin. at least get a new hair cut for the new year. my sister is staying back at our house for 1 week cuz my bro in law is in brunei. it feels nice to have the whole family at home again cuz my bro is having his holidays now. she's six months preg now and im still waiting for the chance to feel my nephew kick. the few times when i tried, it was kicking and when i placed my hand there, it stopped. so kuai lan. hurhur. i make sure i beat his backside when he is born. haha. no la i wouldnt bear to do it.

ok i better carry on my proj. pls pls God, let my proj be a success. pls bless me with wonderful speed to complete my work and bless my proj mates to be cooperative! im gonna go school tmr even though i have no lessons. sighs, all for the sake of project.

PUSH!

10:26 PM