the reason?
i just don't want that someone to read.
i know many people would know how to de-code the password but that someone doesn't know.
wondering who it is?
i won't tell.
but i'll give a hint.
it's a she.
okays, so ive finally met mr kong! haha, his botak so cute!
me and freeman went to discovery centre to pick him cuz he had to go there for some excursion to see something related to his army.
anyway, that's not the point.
the point is!
everyone looks alike!
the NSmen were all sitting down and they all look like they came out from one stomach all at the same time. its like they were hundred-plets. not twins, not triplets but hundred-plets!
and mr kong's hair is so short~~
he looks so sad. but i think he looks quite ok with short hair la. and it's very nice to touch!
his dog missed him so much that he kept jumping to want to kiss him. went to slack with his friends and headed home. was super tired cuz i didnt sleep well the previous day. i think lately i cant sleep as much cuz im sort of used to waking up early for work.
anws, we caught transformers yesterday at bedok princess! first time there and i think it is not that bad. not as run down and dirty as i thought. and its much cheaper! weekdays(mon to wed) $5! and weekends and midnight $7! and u can bring mac donalds in or whatever you want. i think we'll be going princess quite often now. and parking is cheaper also.
later went dinner at tung lok cuz his mum's birthday. it is another awkward dinner. his dad asked if kk has been to my house and seen my parents and all that.. i was like.. er, uncle, dont have cuz he dont want to go. den his dad asked why dont go cuz at least let my parents see what kind of guy im going out with. den he said: let them see you la, at least let them know their daughter not going out with a hooligan. awkward conversation.
it's the first time his dad actually asked about our r/s and asking mr kong to go see my parents and all that. lucky the conversation didnt drag for long. if not i dont know how to answer. but i felt quite happy that his dad actually asked, i think at least it means that he is curious and maybe concerned? maybe, just maybe.
mr kong's booking in today. well, at least now he comes out every week. and also maybe once a week for his physiotheraphy sessions for his back. shall go meet him again later if possible.
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i hate the way you exagerrate things.
sometimes i feel like slapping you.
what the fuck is your problem?
don't talk like im under you.
come on, you've been through this stage of life.
i can conclude, you are a sadist.
cuz you hate it when you see me having things that
you weren't able to have last time at this age.
i hate to admit this.
but you hate it when i get to do it my way.
the jealousy arrow hit you hard, didn't it?
stop playing mind games,
stop playing emotional games.
you aren't filming saw 4, you know.
oh, don't you show me those eyes of yours,
i don't fear them, i see weakness in it.
and i really don't wish to say this,
but you are too meddlesome.
don't talk to me with your slang and behave as if you are oh so great.
but thank you still, for showing me how horrible you are.
growing up to be better than you is easier than i thought.
i will not be like you, never.
yes, this is another one of those times where i don't sound me.
i can't help it, im boiling hot.
3:28 PM