i think mr kong is taking up a big space in my life. ever since we first met up, he's been around me and seeing me through one break up and later becoming an item. it feels too much like a story book really, and somehow, its seems like everything is so yesterday despite it being a yesteryear.

i feel like sitting back now and watching it all over again like as though it was a movie. yes, i feel like watching the progress like how my friends have watched it. just sitting there and seeing all the day-to-day events which led to today. the yesterday of the many yesterdays, it's yesterday once more... if only i could have that undisturbed period, to sit down and re-live it.

i would paint,
i would sing,
i would dance like the stage's mine,
i would write poems,
i would do little art and crafts,
i would colour out rainbows,
i would pretend to act like there's an audience,
i would draw out faces of you,
i would... i really would.

of cuz, i would want you to do it together with me, to enjoy that feeling all over again.

you know what?

i know what it is about getting married that i love. apart from all the gown fittings and photoshoots and basically everything,
it's the part where i take out photos and make them into a video.
that action of love, of recollecting everything and pointing your finger at the picture and go: ah, that moment, or ah, i remember that day.. isn't nice to just sit together and giggle and laugh at those times and cuddling together, having those ocassional pecks on the cheeks or forehead and sitting together in silence...? i could picture it all in my mind now :)



amazing,
the things that love does to you.

11:21 PM