counting down to see mr kong: 5 days.

ive alr not seen him since 9days ago.. i know to some people it is not very long but to me it is like the longest so far. misses.. sighs~ i can do five days.. i just hope it would past fast fast. and the day he books out would also be my last day at work. but i might be going back on the 5th and 6th of july to help out again.. that job is really boringgg..

and yx is flying off this weds, another person to miss, and this time it would be for months.. and later sy's flying too.. i still recall this one time in bobby's, we were still chatting about who's going overseas and all that and where they have in mind.. and now, it is like just next week....

had a farewell outing for yx yesterday, went over to her pasir ris house and slack and later went aston's for dinner, as usual it is so crowded and siglap is always full of cars.. but dinner was good though so i guess it was worth the wait. but luckily we went early if not the queue would have been muchhhh longer.. and later we went to villa bali.. it was really nice and i feel like im in a resort, it was just nice to slack there with wine and yak yak yak about everything under the sun. can u believe it, we sat there and yak for 6 hours la! and the waiters there were "efficient" if you ask me. cuz they keep on coming to check on our wine bottle. in total: 6 of them came to ask to clear it when there is still some left.

and this morning, woke up early again to get some stuff done.. and i really like the output! and i think everyone agrees with me.. hehs..

im so sian to go work tmr. i guess u need to really enjoy what you are doing in order to love ur job. and i conclude, office work is not for me. if possible i would like to try doing events.. challenging but prefer it to admin work although i like office job timings..

aiyah, best la, taitai club.
(talking abt taitai club, my business plan is still not up.)

actually, i cant wait to start school.
but actually, i cant wait to turn 21 too.
but then again, i just want to fast forward to my graduation ceremony for my degree.
and actually, i dont want to grow up. but i want to get married. so i need to grow up.
actually actually, i really want to get married.
just get married. you know?
as in, i just want to have that feeling of being the star of the day and looking pretty.
and to shop for many many many things and make my own dresses..
it's like, you can really shop without feeling bad. cuz u only get married once in ur lifetime so everything has to be the way you want it.
aiyer, so fun..
i can picture myself buying many bridal magazines and designing my own gown, evening gown, tea dress and other gowns for my photo shoot. choosing the type of flowers i want and the floral arrangements. going to hotels and viewing ballroom to see which i prefer. buying my shoes and jewellery and trying to match them with my outfit. deciding the day of wedding and finding the best date to say "i do". arranging with my brides maids on colour of their dress in the morning ceremony. deciding where to go for honeymoon. looking for a new place to live in. going for spa sessions before my big day so that i feel good. buying the traditional stuff for chinese wedding and all the "xi" words in chinese characters. aiyeer, and many many many many many more!
but but but, actually, i realised that i am just thinking too far.

everytime i get excited about such things, im like a ballon, i keep thinking about it and the balloon inflates and expands. with each thought, the balloon gets bigger and bigger.. until i realise it's not going to happen anytime soon, it bursts.

actually, really actually,
i just want to see mr kong in front of me now.
hai..

7:29 PM