i realised something yesterday and it hit me rather hard. i felt that at times i never really considered mr kong's feelings. it may be just some minor incidents that slowly surfaced that point but yesterday's incident made me feel guilty of myself. no doubts i felt a little lousy but at least now i can change for the better, to be an ever better girlfriend. and i shall start off today, in fact, i think i already have.. started from the heart :)

this past week has been quite rough for me and i am really thankful that mr kong was there to hear me out and to tolerate my mood swings. thank you so much my dear, for staying by me and accompanying me into the night and early morning. im really sorry for saying those hurtful words that night/morning. you've been really sweet and i really appreciate what you've done. *hugs*

ok, something more random.

i've taken a passport photo few days ago for university applications and i think i looked kinda wierd. it's funny how i can smile normally when taking pics with people but when i just have to sit on that stool there with the white background and smile, i somehow look... retarded. =/ oh whatever, what matters is my application i guess.

i went with my mum to pick my dad from the airport. and i think i got the "everytime-go-airport-must-see-SQ-stewardess-height disease". after stepping into poly, taking my diploma in hospi and tourism, i seem to be wanting to fly fly fly all over the world. so i wanted to be an air stewardess, an SQ air stewardess. but it is so evident la, take a look at my wonderful height and tell me how? =X so since then, whenever i go airport, my disease starts acting up and hey, recently, i realised, according to kelly's remarkable survey, some SQ air stewardess not very tall leh.. maybe it is parallex error or something la, but they dont look that tall, and i even walked near to one of them and my mum also agrees that the stewardess not very tall.

hais, but i kinda gave up my air stewardess dream like a year ago already. i somehow shifted to wanting to be become an events planner for hotels, like working in catering sales where i handle functions and events and weddings kinda thing. a couple of days ago, i was thinking what my future job prospect should be.. lets start from when i was a little primary school girl.... from wanting to be an actress to hair stylist to singer and back to actress again and to teacher to fashion designer to air stewardess to public relations and finally events planner, i realised the perfect job for me. yea, it was a long train of ambitions but! i've come up to my ideal one!

to be a tai tai executive!
i thought, everyone wants to be a tai tai hor, so why not i be a tai tai executive? one rank higher than a tai tai leh.. not bad right? then i can own a tai tai company at some tai tai place, then i'll come up with my own tai tai card that allows you to have special passes to branded shops whereby people will serve you immediately when you flash your tai tai card. and instead of all the UOB and DBS and HSBC dining and shopping privileges, you'll have tai tai privileges everywhere! then i can organise all the tai tai get together parties wherby all tai tais are given a chance to wear their best and look their best! and maybe i'll implement taitai first class seats in airlines as well~ and since i am a tai tai executive, only i shall own the super tai tai card whereby all the benefits that tai tai's get are doubled!

isn't it cool? i haven't broke this news to mr kong yet. i just hope he will fund all my tai tai events and support me not only physically, mentally and emotionally but also monetarily~
ahh.... my future seems a way lot better now!
3 cheers for the taitai wannabes!
and hooray to the taitai executive!

*SLAP*

ouch! must you slap me so hard? i've always been taught from young to dream big. that's how things happen. dream BIG and you'll be BIG...
no meh?

*SLAP*

okay fine, reality.


im seriously bumming around home lately and i think it is time for a job. but i want to go for a shopping spree first.. and it started today. i bought two tops from queensway. bet many of you will go HAR?? you have to go and dig dig and stuff.. not all the stuff are nice and cheap though.. but i really lke the tops~ one is spagetti and another is a tube.. both blue~ i like i like~ i'll probably head town or something.. my parents r going shanghai tomorrow for a week and i've asked my mum to get me more clothes and getting stuff from duty free~

haiyer, im so bored. im done with self entertainment.
shall go and find some stuff to do..
maybe i'll start with my business plan of TaiTai Private Limited.

*SLAP*

11:21 PM