3rd day of SIP.. still getting used to the timing, ppl are nice though i still need time to get to know my other colleagues better.. am glad to be in club floor cuz its kinda cool that i get to do everything and my uniform is nice although i have to wear a lot of layers.. a total of 4 layers ok..

first i have my own undergarments den i wear a white long sleeve shirt (its a little big for me but i wear it inside so no one can tell) then, followed by a tie (i freaking hate to wear ties cuz i feel like they can just suffocate me but i tink im used to it alr) and after that a vest (haha sounds dumb but when i wear the vest it reminds me of those police show where the policemen wear bullet proof vest) and lastly a blazer which makes the whole uniform look nice and makes me look professional (still tinking if i should wear my black frame degree-less specs for the extra professional look but after much consideration on how kiddy my face looks and trying to look pro but not pro gives a big stop to that idea).. and of cuz with a grey skirt (i could barely fit into one of the two skirt that i had until the seamstress alter for me, dunno which staff that quit had such a small waistline.. i bet its comparable to huiping's) and stockings with black shoe (which makes so much noise when i walk on the wooden flooring so i tink im gg to bring it to the cobbler to add a rubber piece below the heel) with nicely bun-up hair (but i went to cut my hair and its so layered so i have a hard time to get my hair all bun up) and make-up with wonderful red lipstick(which i refuse to put until now, except only on days with briefings) yea.. so its white long sleeve shirt followed by a tie followed by vest followed by blazer.

today i worked the 7am-3pm shift.. first time in my life that i woke up at 450am in the morning.. can u believe it? i usually sleep at that time when im out with KK and now, i actually wake up at that time.. i took the 535 train to somerset.. was freaking early and i cant believe there were quite a few ppl on the train alr.. goodness.. i reached somerset at 610.. the first time coming out from the mrt station in the early morning and the freaking birds at the carpark were all chirping and i was walking so damm fast cuz i dun wan to get an unnecessary gift in the earling morning from their asses.. one of them happily relieved itself just a few steps away from me.. something should seriously be done to those birds. and it really makes me more determined to pass my driving. i have to pass my driving on 5 oct. i wan to drive to work.. i cant imagine myself taking mrt at 530 and waking up at 450 in the morning..

alright.. enuff of SIP for now, i just hope to learn things asap and rmb all the codes and stuff. a little update on my life.. things are going alrite.. some things happen for a reason and the lesson i learnt most was to look far ahead and not just of what is directly in front. a small set back now is nothing if u alr know what u want for ur future.. in terms of friendships, i miss sickos and i miss darling rene.. dunno where is that babe, havent exactly caught up with her since dunno how long ago.. boos.. sickos as usual are always kept near to my heart though we dun meet up often, still love each and ever one of them.. TKC hasn't meet up recently, havent even celebrated tracy's bday and yet mine is coming, semester 1 buddies last :) things btwn me n KK are going alright, in fact quite good so no need to say any further. i know it myself.

working 7am shift again tmr.. im approaching 19 but it feels no different. was still counting down to my birthday but now, time is passing by itself and birthday to me is like another 24hours, no more no less.

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