just came back from airport.. send my bro off to norway.. sighs.. i'll miss him.. wun see him only till 30th dec.. but there is webcam so we'll see each other through there.. time pass so fast so i guess 5 mths will come soon too..

ive officially broken up with BusEnt.. finished all my journals alr.. yippie.. wads left is fashion and ticketing practise.. cant wait till its all over.. at the airport just now, i was hoping so much tt i could go on a holiday there and then.. imagining me gg on a nice get away holiday and enjoying myself.. tst tst.. fat hope.. haha but i'll anticipate next year's april for japan to catch the cherry blossom..!

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for some reason or other, i feel happy. i feel happy with my life now, tho i noe i complain a lot, there are some things tt im thankful for. and im lucky this tym to have met ppl who really care for me. i went through a rough patch and i wouldnt noe wad to do if u weren't there. i thought u wouldnt last but u did. and we did. thank u for making me smile :) time really tells a lot abt a person. on how sincere one is, on how much someone treasures u, on how appreciative ppl can get, on how they show it all out, on how they treat u, on how one behaves, on the depth of one's conscience.

here's a summary of what i have learnt so far in these few mths:

1) dun try too hard to hang on when ultimately u noe the string will break.
2) words are just words, action are what speaks for itself
3) in times of trouble and u feel helpless, true friends surface
4) living a life of lie is pathetic
5) its useless to live a life when u have no control
6) time is the only constant thing in the world
7) crying to the open sea helps
8) its pointless trying to act happy
9) let things run by itself, for its not ur control sometimes
10) life is ever so unpredictable
11) love is all that u can think of, gd and bad
12) sometimes time isnt always a factor
13) kinship is very impt
14) family will always be family no matter what u do to urself
15) life can be quite fucked up
16) its pointless saying things for the sake of saying
17) retail theraphy helps at times
18) eating too much chocs make u freaking fat
19) maturity does not come with age
20) when all else fails, turn to God, He works wonders

11:05 PM