today seems to past so fast.. i guess cuz my day started at 3pm tts y.. went to watch garfield 2 today at marina sq.. the show was not too bad considering im not a cartoon movie person.. had dinner at sakae which i dunno how long nv step into sakae to eat.. oh and after the movie ended and the lights turned on, i happen to saw a gay couple in front of me.. don get me wrong, im not against gay r/s but the two of them look like the reversi seeds.. u noe, the game reversi? yeah.. it was tt big a contrast in colour.. well they just looked wierd tgt, like totally.. hrmp but i guess if u take an interest in someone, den fine.. anws, love knows no boundaries rite? haha or shld i say love knows no continents? haha..

rene came over to my place last nite for drinks.. hrm and i must say my life now is so drama.. things tt are happening now seem to only happen in dramas n yet im actually gg thru and seeing ppl experiencing it.. she sorta stayed over at my place till the early morning just chatting.. can u believe it? girls really talk a lot.. so guys, leave the gossips and bitching to us ok.. i bet we do a better job den u guys in this area.. just stick to ur cars and soccer and wadever cuz the word bitching and guys is like north and north poles of a magnet, they just dun click.. ive been talking so much and eating junk food too much and enjoying my holidays and all the late nights tt im actually falling sick.. ha but no worries im feeling better.. :) we went to my kitchen to grab some drinks and ended up drinking vodka n hoe garden.. stupid rene pushed me into the kitchen cuz we were afraid tt they were cockroaches and she smartly just pushed me in la.. if u havent alr known, i can scream the hse down if i see a cockroach cuz im freaking scared of them.. they just love to scare ppl at night by crawling and flying ard.. idiots. anws, had a great tym yesterday with her.. aiyah i oways enjoy myself with tt woman anyway.. so not a surprise tt i had a gd tym.. had a nice heart to heart talk :)

ive yet to start on fashion assignment and my bus ent journals.. im sucha a slacker and tmr is alr wed! maybe i shall start my work tmr.. oh but den agn i might just say the same thing tmr.. oh! shopping tmr! haha work aside! im ever so unpredictable and lazy.. and ive yet to book my advance theory.. ive been having dreams of me driving lately and i wonder if its a sign to get my lazy ass to start learning driving.. funny but in my dream, i drive really well! haha.. not tt im not capable of driving well ok.. but yea.. ive yet to come across anyone who passed basic theory and stopped learning.. any lazy bummers out dere like me? well if ure one of them, give urself a pat on ur back, jump into mid air and clap ur feet tgt and put a big fat smile on ur face cuz ur on the same boat and frequency as the ever so unpredictable, lazy yet talented and wonderful kelly. ah.. isnt the world a nicer place to live in now tt u ppl noe u r a little like me? woohoo!


alrite alrite.. smtg more serious now k.

last nite's talk with rene made me go into a train of thoughts.. ppl say tt love is selfish, which i half agree. one shld be selfish wen they r single and shld be selfless wen they r in a r/s. isnt tt a better way of saying it? well, tts my own view tt is.. cuz wen u're in a r/s and ur selfish, u dun deserve to be in a r/s, right? no? i dunno how ppl view this bt time and again i asked myself, wad price do i hv to pay for being selfish? and i silently answered, its the emotions of the other party. its scary to noe tt someone's happiness is in ur hands yet the simplest things tt u do to make someone happy is priceless.

den it brings me to another topic. would u rather be with someone tt cant give u wad u want except for the pure sweet love u need or be with somone tt can pamper u and give u the pure sweet love just as well? its quite obvious its the second choice. but my answer: none of both. cuz i dun believe in pure sweet love. or maybe not now. its sad to noe tt sometimes its ur heart u cant trust. if u invest too much trust in someone, it either gets better or worse. so y trust someone wen u noe tt it is urself tt u cant trustin the first place? the only one tt i noe i can love and trust with all my heart is God. all others, step aside. ive yet to find anyone tt i can plonk all my trust in.

flings. i used to hate ppl who fling cuz they are just so two face basturds who dun cherish their gf and go ard sharing their love to others. or worse, they also share their sex organ, yes, the dick with other girls which personally i find it outrageously offending. at 19, and the way i see things 3 years ago, its a big diff.. ive known of ppl who fling and yet their naive gfs can still accept them back. pardon me if im being rude but dun u tink if a guy can do it once, he'll do it agn? stop being so naive can! use ur brain and tink! during courtship days, all the sweet nothing of "ur my one n only" and "i love u only" and "ur the only my in my heart" and stuff like tt lose its meaning. words are cheap and seriously, even wen in a r/s words r still cheap. come on guys, show some actions to show tt u cherish ur gf other den using words. we've all gone thru education and we've learnt words. but we nv learn how to use the correct words and stick to the word "promise". it aint an east task to stick to a promise if u ppl havent alr known.

now wen i see a fling, it doesnt make me think the way i used to cuz a fling is a fling. although my principle of leaving the guy wen i noe abt the fling still stays, i tink a fling is so common nowadays. but but but i still harbour the thought and believe tt guys tt can stay true to their gfs without having ANY fling still exist. its either u love me only and truly or u dun love me at all. i dun fancy a sweet courtship only to find myself sinking later. u treat me nice now, u continue treating me nice or nicer or i'll get NOT NICE. thank you very much.

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