stayed up last nite to watch e holland and protugal match, sighs, i was hoping tt holland would win, was supporting holland bt their players nt handsome.. heh.. but christiano ronaldo was quite handsome so i didnt mind seeing him play but pity he injured den cannot play.. tot holland would fight back cuz of the loss of christiano.. but still, they lost.. owells, went to slp after e match ended cuz of sch the next day.. wells, sch has started but it doesnt feel like sch after the 2 weeks of break and this morning, i forogt abt proj meeting at 12.. woke up at 1130 and rushed down to sch..

went to take my e trial for advanced theory after sch.. i took a total of 5 papers but i only pass one.. haha.. tmr is my ftt alr and i got a feeling im gonna fail.. boo.. lets see how it goes tmr.. right now, im kinda brooding over my fashion proj, its nt as easy as i tot it was.. and the submission date is tis thurs.. damm ive yet to start. and my bus ent journals are still lagging behind.. looks like e holidays did no help...... supposed to complete them during e holidays but i had no tym.........eh okok fine, i was just too freaking lazy to start on it.

dun have sch tmr n wednesday, hoho but still gonna go sch to help rene with her push cart stall outsyd biz sch tmr and on wed.. hope sales will b gd for her!! den after tt im gonna go down to esplanade lib and maybe to sembawang lib to borrow the fashion book.. sighs, this is the result of bumming during holidays thinking tt u had tonnes of tym to complete ur work but u end up rushing wen sch reopens.. was at marina parade lib and pasir ris lib just now but i didnt find any fashion book, end up i borrowed a book for my DPD proj, and its quite a thick book ok.. feel so hardworking. *beams*

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have u felt tt feeling of the waves of past memories washing up the shore each tym u hear a familiar song? they keep crashing against the break waters for a few moments, just like ur memories tt keep coming back in bits and pieces as u slowly form back the past memories. and after the tide is gone, wen the music fades, the memories just fade back to somewhr inside ur head and they are kept in one corner, untouched yet not forgotten until the next tide of waves come crashing back with the lingering music in ur head.

one day, somehow, u have to build a bridge to save urself from downing in the waves of surging emotions tt keeps coming back. only u urself hold the key to it. but the thing is, will u ever be able to build it in tym before u get washed into the roaring sea? or perhaps time isnt a factor here, ur emotions are. how well can u handle it so tt u can enjoy the ocassional waves yet, still walk right past it to the other end without drowning?

u need not build a bridge of steel to overcome, cuz u can never build a bridge of steel without the proper tools. do what u can and slowly, God will show u the rest of what u cannot do.

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