Tuesday, February 21, 2006
been quite a week last week.. tho it was study week, i tink it was pretty useless.. started studying only during the weekends.. mad rush since then also.. exams no longer feel like exams to me.. well only when im right outsyd the exam room tt is..
anws.. i havent started studying for tmr's FM paper.. and dammit! MICE was a killer.. i pratically gave 14 marks back to the teacher.. plus my other qns which i tink i answered horribly.. erh.. and FnB was no tt gd either.. i screwed a whole 12 marks qns.. aiyer.. i only hope to pass now.. im alr feeling like its alr holiday.. prolly cuz of the 2 papers which i took today.. dunno y but it seems as tho ive taken a thousand and one papers.. blardy hell today had 2 papers and one was a night paper.. luckily exam in tp if not i'll reach home at 11 plus! imgaine those who stay woodlands or smtg or AMK.. like justin(i finally toked abt u ok.. i kept my promise!)gonna be so much worse! anws.. i cant wait for blardy exams to end.. and stupid tp made us have 1.5 mths of holiday tis tym round.. double boos..
i dunno if i did the right thing tt day.. i dun wanna show it out superficially(if tts how u spell it). i tink its quite fake.. but yet.. i dunno wad i really want myself.. after so many times after so long.. dear miss kelly still dunno wad the blue hell she wants.. shucks.. its my life dammit... but i dunno how to control it.. aye.. if only they have a discipline master or smtg liddat like in sec sch whr by they decide for u wad u shld do n wad u shld not.. wad u can do and wad u cant..
ahhh.. ive got my answer : God.
rights.. shld get going now.. update wen i got more feelings to.. many many many luck to me for tmr's paper which i happily havent started.. ok.. maybe at this hour, not so happily anymore.. feeling quite scared but yet.. i just cant study! tink i shld go for the ultimate wake up course.. to slap myself and drink raw fresh lemon juice-whr any fresher u hv to peel it ur own, prolly prick my myself and tie my hair to the wall so tt i wun fall asleep and i feel the pain wen my hair gets pulled-as how it is in the olden days, aye.. but i wun bear to do it on myself la.. im too demure and tender and sweet to do it to myself.. awwwwwww.. *pukes*
rights.. im really off now.. once again! PLS WISH ME MANY MANY LUCK OK!