words of my own
Friday, January 13, 2006
yea as u all can see ive changed my blog skin.. im sick n tired of seeing the word "abandonned" the minute i go to my blog.. makes me feel abandonned and alone.. eeks.. anws.. tis few days hv been fun.. hanging out with lavi.. with her coming over to my hse and gg sch tgt with my bro fetching us and we went to watch heirloom ytd.. was so so only la.. nt scary.. in case u r wondering, yes, im a horror addict.. its really nice being w her.. talking abt r/s.. n dear dear do we hv so much in common.. i found someone who truly knows how i feel and vici versa.. we talked and talked all the way non stop from rushing to catch the movie at sentosa to the going home from town to tamp and taking bus all e way back.. yes.. she stays just 2 bus stops away from my hse.. so gg home is not so boring n lonely anymore.. come to tink of it.. i havent found anyone who i can go home with.. as in.. really go home tgt kinda thing.. not like u stay tamp n i stay loyang n we separate from the interchange.. but as in really to taking the same bus home.. ah.. so funny.. ok nvm me..
rights.. so we went town agn with rene.. to look for my make up artist to do my hair n make up for my sis wedding next saturday.. yea in case u ppl r wondering.. NO my make up is nt gg to be done tgt with my sis make up artist even tho i m her sister.. eeks.. i mean.. its like a big day for her n oso for me to dress really nicely and stuff.. i mean a wedding dinner is once in a lifetime and shes my only sister getting married n stuff.. i felt quite yuck wen i came to realise tt she told me i had to do make up n hair myself.. i mean.. i tot someone will do it for me.. like a nice make up n stuff.. and i need to get dressed at home.. all by myself.. and go down.. shldnt i deserve to some attention too? i seriously think i hate u more now.. all the nice sister hood or wadever shit u call it is all a facade.. dammit.. after all tt i helped u.. nights of helping out with ur wedding favours.. slowly putting the string n tie it nicely.. and packing all of them.. and holding ur gown during photo shoot walking ard with my hands full with all ur stuff.. getting the namelist typed out.. rushing to ur bridal tailor to see ur fitting cuz no one's free to go with u.. wth.. all i wanted was to get my make up n hair done by someone.. and yet i cant.. oh wadever.. its ur wedding.. u call the shots..
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