its been raining the whole day.... even on sunday on my sister's guo da li, it was oso raining.. boos.. anyhows, it didnt stop the proficiency test ytd.. erh.. was raining outsyd and had to take our chairs and sit one row outsyd the restaurant.. eeks.. i felt like a maid at the agency la.. haha.. was funny really esp wen i didnt memorise my menu at all and started sprouting nonsense and making up my own ingredients in the food.. blah.. wells, it went orite eventually except for the fact my table cloth was wrong which i was so flustered and i got a 2nd chance to do it again.. n i felt really really happy after the whole test was over n done with.. haha.. and i nv once did restaurant service b4.. wahahaha.. n petit sq was really busy tt day..

hmm.. but tt didnt hinder me from having fun at crystal bday dinner at hard rock ytd.. tho tracy didnt come, e 10 of us had loads of fun.. the food wasnt tt nice so it was a little disappointing.. bt the live band was gd and the singers voice was so nice! i fell in love with his voice.. wahaha.. n e girl was really prety too.. had dedications for crystal and the band oso sang bday song for her.. and she stood on e chair while e whole restaurant sang along n clap hands to e song.. hrm.. even tho her face was full of whip cream after tt, we still had a great tym!! oh.. me, christine, marilyn n her bf went to the shopping mall bside delfi orchard after tt.. was ard 10 plus.. and tt whole shopping centre was full of aquas.. aiyeer.. some of them really very pretty n sexy indeed! left soon after cuz it was really wierd walking ard dere..


im too tired to blog alr..



i felt kinda yuckys today.. over many many things.. over my sis wedding preps and my own forever messed up fucked up life.. perhaps like wad the 9pm love concierge showed just now.. to prevent having disappointments, strike out ur expectations and maybe u'll be in for a surprise.. many things which shld hv been said n done a long tym ago has lost its value now.. i dun see any more worth left in myself to face things.. things which seemed so worthy of last tym seemed to have just lost tt meaning of it.. words arent just words anymore.. they've run dry, just like how it has in this case.. has it?


i wished it stopped raining inside too..

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