right.. many things have happened over the christmas season.. and its as usual rather hard to cope with.. owells.. i guess it just me? anws.. last thurs went for a stayover at yuxin's place.. enjoyed myself with my girlfriends.. they so nice to b with.. her maid cooked pasta for us.. so we watched dvds, we re-lived our childhood and played silly games at her rooftop and we hunted for food in the middle of the night due to our ultra high metabolism rate tt makes us go hungry so fast esp me n melia.. =X did i mention we took loads of crazy pics? ah.. so nice.. i savour the moments with sickos.. (kisses to each n everyone of u) finally in the wee hours of the morning at 430, me n melia were so tired and we didnt wanna surrender to slp, we changed to our swimwear and dived into the pool.. seriously, e two of us were dumb n dumber.. testing the water with our legs and we felt it wasnt very cold so we took a daring yet stupid plunge down to the pool which was blardy cold.. and we were shivering for tt 1 hour plus just playing in the pool and the jacuzzi.. oh and dumber-er yuxin joined us by jumping in with her clothes on.. and later sy joined the not so smart gang and came swimming too.. ordered mac donalds bkfast later and at 8am, we were all at the point of going to K.O.. memorable time!!! *huggs huggs*


christmas eve went for dinner with family and later went to meet melia, john, ws at arab street for shisha.. which ended really soon cuz of my parents.. i need nt explain further.. uh-huh.. it was nice la.. and watched my bro carol at four seasons.. can u believe it? my bro was SINGING IN PUBLIC! i nv once saw him sang b4.. wahahahas..


well, the nt so nice part of the christmas weekend was tt conversation.. ugh.. i guess the talk made this more open and there were loads of confessions.. wad can i say? humans r just selfish ppl wen it comes to love.. correct me if im wrong bt i tink being in a r/s too long will soon die down one day.. dere is nothing new tts is coming up which can "pro-long" the r/s.. it just gets mundane.. and its nt tt the feeling arent dere but its just aint the same.. its sad tt things end up in the way tt u dun wan it too.. i dunno wad im saying but i think i noe wad i hvta do now.. im 18, im single and i've got a rocking future ahead. i may not hv wad i want now but its nothing compared to having something but nt enjoying it..


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hey.. u noe, i tink we r kinda common in some ways.. the way we think and all tt.. tts y we got so super glued with each other this sem.. and u noe smtg, i realised the problem is tt we cant bear to do smtg which we feel is right and is smtg tt we wanna do.. trust me.. one day, we'll look back and smile at the silly tots we had.. i wun say i can fully understand abt ur r/s but one thing's for sure.. 18 is a young age.. and ur youth cannot be forever the same.. letting it go might make u feel empty but sometyms it better to let it go b4 things get even more complicated.. like u said, its never abt u or me.. its easy for 2 to bcum 1 but its nv easy for 1 to bcum 2.. things are bright as they seem now bt u nv noe how long tt spark will last.. if u're happy den im glad for u, really.. i wanna let it go even tho i noe i cant.. i contridict myself too much sumtyms.. u dun need me to say a million words so as to make known how i feel.. all i noe is i have a dream which i wan to make it come true.. do you, darlin'?



smiles.. its just another night to be thankful of.. (:

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