alritesssssssssssss! im offcially 18 and my bday is alr over.. wells.. so mych for bday celebrations today.. had a great tym.. hmm whr shall i begin..? this is gg to be a rather long post!

well actually, in the wee hours of my bday.. smtg happened.. i dun wanna talk so much abt it.. i'll b responsible for wad i said and u be responsible to wad u said.. since we have agreed, den so be it.. i dun wanna waste more tym when i noe this day will still come.. its like.. suddenly it hit me.. mmabbe things turn out this way bcuz u are u and i am me.. the way u treat me is like tt.. and the way i treat u is like tt.. if it were some other girl/guy u wont treat her/him the same way like how u treat me.. u wun show ur anger like how u do.. everything wld just me diff.. we're so used to treating each other liddat.. so much so tt it even tho it makes us feel more comfortable tgt wen we r nt tgt anymore, it causes a lot a lot of unhappiness.. its sad.. from two ppl, we now lead separate lives.. from dere, we were close friends have now bcum familiar strangers.. perhaps i shld nt complain abt it.. perhaps this is wad we have to accept.. and one thing i wanna say.. u got a farking childish temper and i farking cannnot stand it.. e tot of it makes me feel like an idiot tolerating u all e while.. but on e positive side, i learnt a lot of things from u and u definitely increased my tolerance level.. lets just leave the past and start our familiar strangership.. i dunno how to explain wad happened.. all i noe is, at least the bottom line is clear.. and im happy abt having a bottom line.. however hard or tough it may be, kelly will face it.. i will brace thru it.. this is a promise to myself and until i achieved it, im gonna keep trying.. its e only wish i have for this birthday.. its sad tt this thing happened on my bday.. but on e positive side, it created a meaningful wish for this 18th bday.. right.. so much for not talking so much abt it.. but anws.. im fine ppl.. i feel much lighter(and carefree) now tt this thingy is solved.. it doesnt matter of e decision but it matters tt there has been a decision made..



rights! i woke up at 12 today.. i only had 8 hours of slp.. (count back wad tym i slept man.. on my bday somemore) it was a slow start today.. but things really looked great after tt.. :) wells.. since its my bday.. my family bought cake from emicakes.. den cut cake, sing song n blah blah.. e cake was nice and after tt my sis left for a yacht club whr e solemnisation is held.. she had to check in and get ready.. i didnt go so early.. but i reached dere at ard 5.. didnt do much.. just help out here n dere.. and waited for guests to arrive.. hmm.. it was nice... e setting was beautiful.. i wish i could upload pics but i cant cuz for some dumb reason blogger had an error when i tried uploading e pics.. but it was bside the sea.. w e waves crashing.. so nice.. and e sunset was beautiful! (wasted cant upload!) den the ceremony began.. my dad walked her down.. she looked so pretty.. and i was busy taking pics for her.. after exchanging vows they cut the cake! mmm... e cake was beautiful! (stupid uploading prob) w butterflies and flowers and all tt.. it looke so nice tt i didnt wanna eat but eventually ya.. its somwhr in my stomach now.. den we had e buffet dinner which was alrite.. had nice food..


den.. haad loads of photos taken.. until e camera memory full.. took loads of videos too.. hmm.. i took some pics w my cousins at the pier.. more like a bridge liddat la whr they park the yacht.. den took one spastic one.. hmm.. was my bday too so my swt cousins went to e singer and dedicated a song to me.. and ya.. my bro n dad came n gave me wine to drink.. like wth.. everyone was coming to me with their wines and asking me to cheers w them.. and i had to drink.. thw wine wasnt as nice as i tot but might as well la.. im legal to drink.. haha.. so yea.. took a glass of wine from my bro n started drinking.. at tt moment i was really happy.. its like.. double celebrations.. the sisters tgt.. haha.. was really happy.. took pics w my sis too.. haha.. den her photographer was called martin.. well, he had a pleasant face.. the kind whr u see long u will think he has chrisma.. haha.. he came to tell me tt i was e youngest one sitting down at e solemnisation.. which was true n i didnt realise.. haha.. its funny later on when me sis came to me and intro me to him.. n told me tt he's called martin.. i was like.. ya right.. ponders ponders..


den!! came dancing! some of us started dancing.. partly cuz we were all v happy and due to excessive intake of allcohol which caused my dad to be overly high and he started dancing n dancing n dancing n still dancing e night away.. he even went to e singer and took his microphone to sing.. ended up he sang a couple of songs.. and after tt i tink he got kinda drunk cuz he really danced wierd.. and he even had golf swings in his dancing movements.. all of us were luffing like mad.. really luffing like mad.. nv seen my dad so happy until he drunk and do funny things.. he even said he wanted to go swimming.. and my uncle said he can swim 2 laps.. and my dad said he could swim 20.. and my another uncle said he could swim 40.. okay.. u get it? they were overly high.. and my whole family started dancing.. my dad was like turning me round and round n round.. and! i realised today tt my sis bf.. (i shld start calling my bro in law) haha.. my bro in law can dance really well.. he could really twist and dance and all tt.. her n my sis danced e night away.. it really was fun! den we had thing "choo choo train: whr we put our hands on the shoulder of e person hu was in front of u.. loads of dances we did la.. it was really a happy occasion..!!!!!!!!


but after tt.. they made my bro in law drink n drink.. den they asked him remove his shoes n hp n watch and they carried him n threw him in the pool.. and my other cousin in law got pushed down oso.. haha.. den i tink his hp gone case.. his glasses almost could nt find.. k i tink im getting very draggy.. to sum it all up, it was a wacky, fun and happy time la..! really enjoyed myself and i cast all my unhappiness away.. its my bday.. i do it how i like it.. ")


to me sis n bro in law, tho u wun read this, i wanna tell u tt im really happy for u guys.. tt u all hv come tgt as a couple.. im so glad tt things turned out well.. and of cuz i wish u both a happy marriage.. hmm.. and mabbe 2 years down e road, make kids? and i can play with my niece or nephew! wahaha..


lalalalla.. ciaos!

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