perhaps its just me.. perhaps its time tt i let it all go now..

now tt i feel im stronger..

i hate to feel like tt but yet i cant escape

perhaps this is the best choice

we're young and my thinkings are still raw

i wun say ive fully grasp and understand life

but dere r still things tt u cant control

if u have given it up den mabbe i shld try to also

instead of just sitting here and cry all night


this has taught me to be stronger

mabbe i'll slowly grow a harder outer shell

so tt i wun get vulnerable so easily

its so hurting to fall in love

but yet, e feeling of it cld be so magical

ive always wanted everything to last and stuff

so mabbe i went too far to keep it gg

perhaps i shld let it go and give space to both of us

since things are put to me in such a way

i have tot abt it and realised

i guess we shld nt force to make it work now

mabbe wen we get older and if fate allows we'll be tgt again

perhaps 8 yrs down the road, our paths cross again

if it doesnt, it happens for a reason



ive had many wonderful memories with him, perhaps i shld just be glad tt they r memories for me to keep and feel nostlagic once in a while.. i wun put a brave front and say tt i m fine.. i dun see e reason in bluffing..

but for now, it back to those crying late nights and puffy eyes tt greet the morning.. i live in a world tt is in shades of grey..

ilu..

10:40 PM