orite... here i am in e TAS resource centre.. waiting for jia and ping pong girl to end their culi discussion..


went for father's day dinner last nite at e SAF yatch club.. so nice.. by e sea and u see so many yatch dere.. didadiadia.. and the palce we went was actually COACH MAN INN.. my pri sch's fren fater owns the whole chain of tt restaurant.. so hapen opened a branch dere.. n my sis is gg to hold her R.O.M dere.. so yea.. went dere to check out the place too.. den i saw my pri sch fren dere! zhihui!!!!!!!! ahhha.. so funny.. actually saw her went i went but i wasnt sure if tt was her.. den e more is see e more she look like.. den i popped over and called her name.. yea.. she turned ard.. it was her!~! haha.. i was like luffinf cuz its been like 6 years since i last saw her okay.. ever since pri sch i didnt even bumped her on e streets.. its like.. whoa~ haha... den caught up with her n stuff.. but didnt talk too long cuz she was working.. but its her dad's restaurant so its ok.. cuz my food came so i went to eat! its a pity i forgot to get her hp no. sucha a blur idiot(lyn is nodding her head?) haha..


i had a talk with him last nite.. talking things out n stuff.. it was hard.. cuz initially he didnt seem to be listening to wad i m saying.. all tt he keep asking was like wad i m trying to say.. ah wells.. seriously, i feel tt not many guys our age can think maturedly.. i mean.. mabbe not in r/s.. mabbe for their own dreams or wad ever they r more matured or stuff.. but wen it comes to r/s sometimes i tink girls handle it much better tho they r oso hurt at e same time.. but i guess its e right thing to do for now.. finally after talking and talking he got wad i m trying to say he just said "ok i get it now" and its like.. after tt he seemed to like really get it(like duh~) den he started talking to me like normally.. i mean not like wen we were tgt.. but ya.. felt much better.. although deep inside i feel quite miserable n life is like nt gg to be easy for me kind.. but! i will face it.. as much as i can.. i try nt to cry.. i believe everything tt has been put in front of me happens for a reason.. i hope wad i m doing is right.. i hope tt God can lead me now..


i used to tink tt i can run my life well and stuff.. but all along i knew deep down tt i cant do it alone.. whenever i m with him, life seemed so perfect.. but i knew inside me tt i wont be perfect unless GOD is dere.. so yea.. but wen i m with him.. it seems to hinder me from GOD.. i dunno y.. its like at e see-saw.. u can never balance a see saw.. just like how i can nv balance GOD and him.. eeeeek.. i tink i m sounding more.. more.. i dunno how to say.. heh.. yes.. kelly is wierd.. hehe..


anws.. till den........................

ciaos!

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