met lyn today.. went to kelly services to find a job.. he came slong too cuz he wanted to find another job too.. but no job lehs.. so we havta wait for their call.. there was this lady sitting opp. us.. she was offered a job, $7.50 per hour and she didnt look happy.. i was like.. $7.50 very little meh.. its considered gd lo.. so picky.. rather lemme hav tt job man.. anws.. den we went over to tm to walk..


went hm early cuz i was SUPPOSED to go out with family to marina steamboat.. wan to go back to e nice nice restaurant.. wth.. last minute cancel okayyy.. and e reason y? cuz my bro dun wanna go.. damm! cld hav gone out dinner with him instead.. oways so anti- climax.. ate at home..


hrmph.. somehow, things seem to b different btwn us.. i feel different.. prolly cuz of all e things tt happnened one after another.. sighs.. i guess i'm walking thru a dark valley now.. but i am not alone.. i noe tt He is with me..


AND! tt damm cockroach is nowhere to be found!!!! arggg... and i m getting paranoid.. every thing tt flies or crawls or any insect flying sound makes me on e alert.. eeeek..

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