went town today with him.. ate sakae buffet.. managed to talk some things out.. but still feel kinda exhausted actually.. no mood to blog tt down now.. well, we ended e outing by gg home separately.. it wasnt on purpose.. cuz my mum picked me up to go hospital to visit my grandpa.. den he went back himself.. well, i feel kinda emotiional.. nt tt many things r taking place but its just some feelings tt i dunno how to describe.. it doesnt comprise of just our r/s but oso familt matters and tt takes up quite a lot.. which makes me go "full tank" (like when u pump petrol) dunno wad kinda of example i m giving but yea.. its e kind whr u tink of it u will tear.. so yep, nt ready to say em out yet.. guess its just some rough patches for me.. do hope i can "recover" asap.. i wanna be me again.. do i sound as tho i m in depression? eeek..


well, on e brighter side.. was approached my some modeling company again.. prolly cuz of e way i dressed today.. i was wearing a kahki short skirt with my retro black mid sleeve top which i bought when was shopping with xin.. i tink lyn noes which one.. and i worse pink polka dots ring earings.. plus e white pointy shoes and a long pearl necklace(its costume jewellery) so yah.. dunno y i dressed like tt but just feel like dressing in tis way.. prolly gg into a differnet kind of dressing for a new look.. haha.. i like it actually.. anyways.. gave my no. second thing.. i went for sakae buffet.. so yep.. its food~ haha.. made me cheer up.. hahh.. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. den went holland village with family for dinner.. saw quite a no. of threatening lightning flash in front of me.. haha.. den it old my mum.. wun stike us la.. we so short.. dere so many ang-moh.. haha.. but anyways.. we walked in e shelter la..


i bought two nail polish colours today from tt beauty shop in hereen.. cant rmb e name.. one pink and black.. intend to do some nail painting.. ugh... but e right hand oways look yucky.. cuz my left hand cant control e nail brush well.. haha.. blahhhhhhh.. not in mood.. byebye..

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