just got a call from karen.. gg down taka for e interview tmr at taka.. asked lyn to accompnay me if nt i'll b gg alone.. wonder wad it is gg to b like..


supposed to go running like now but it looks as tho it is gg to rain.. owells.. mabbe tmr? haha..


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i dunno wad life will bring.. so i guess i shld just leave it to e future to decide wad will happen.. mabbe i shld nt think too much.. as long as i m happy now. e rest can wait.. but.. m i happy? i hate fluctuations.. i dun like to be troubled by my r/s.. i guess nobody does.. i aint e only one facing problems.. its exhausting rite..? sometimes i feel as tho dere is a big rock den makes me sink down to e sea bed.. i wanna be free and go back to shore.. cuz its suffocating me.. i cant breathe down dere.. i need someone to come and rescue me.. whose is my 999? its u.. but u r oso sometimes my "exhaust-er"


if only, if only, if only....

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