okay.. first things first.. went for e interview.. lyn accompany me dere.. owells, they say they'll pay for a 6 week grooming course blahhh.. den attend it.. i want to accept it but my parents will say no. talk abt giving support to ur own children in wadever dey do. arggg..


den me n lyn went out.. went to shop.. she bought quite a lot of stuff.. i bought a pair of green pointed shoes cuz e shoe i was wearing hurt me so much.. =X haha.. never e less, i got a new shoeeee.. whee~ i shared with her some of my thots and wad happened.. well, at least i feel better now.. haha.. lyn is such a dumbo today.. (hurhur) anw.. had fun gg out today.. but everything just died when i came home..


my mum.. dere r so many things tt my family dunno abt me.. they think i am still a little kid.. well, i'm a lot smarter den wad u guys tink okay.. talk abt understanding ur daughter, talk abt supporting ur child in wad they like, talk abt giving e best for them, TALK ABT TRUSTING THEM AND GIVING THEM SPACE..! i wan to move out of my hse.. i feel so exhausted.. really.. from relationships to family.. everything seems so tiring to me now.. i jus wanna escape from everything.. really.. i wan to scream.. i wan to b by a beach right now.. alone and undisturbed.. away from everyone..


i can never pen down all my thots and my feelings.. seriously, life's a bitch..

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