confusion..


i'm wierd.. i'm out of my mind.. i'm sorry.. no i'm nt.. i'm gg to be forgiving.. but nt totally.. i'm not me now.. i'm funny.. i'm wierd.. call me a wierdo.. i'm thinking.. i'm thinking.. i'm wrong.. or mabbe we're wrong.. ya.. we're wrong abt each other..


haha.. haha.. as much as wad i typed.. dere is a certain amt of it tt is wad i m really thinking.. i read her blog.. it just occured to me tt we r actually ppl who have abt e same character, same thots, mabbe a bit of similar personality.. yet, we hate each other to e core b4.. isit rite to use before? mabbe she still hates me.. i dun.. i dun really hate her anymore.. i'm glad cuz i noe tt i've learnt how to take things slowly.. i noe how to forgive.. (nt tt i m nt forgiving lar) well, in tt second, i thot i wasn't me.. i wanted to be ur fren.. i dun wan to hate u.. i dun u to hate me.. but yet.. i m thinking too much.. but i m not.. just want a clear record of nt hating anyone anymore and i dun wan u to dislike me.. but i cant control wad u feel.. i guess i'll just ignore it.. mabbe mabbe, time will tell........................... i'm wierd.. but i am not a despo of wanting to be ur fren..


i guess.. i just dun want to have any hated list.. tts it.. i dun wan to hate ppl.. wad for.. it makes me worse.. i tink i've got it.. yes.. now i grasp e meaning totally of "its better to have another fren den an enemy.." *3 cheers to me* i learnt smtg.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~


(dun get wad i m saying? its orite..)
(but i guess, some understand)
(if u do, tag me)
=)


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